Geographical Void
Composição: MaxArwen.(Verse 1)
My country is a name I never learned to say
My mother tongue is a language I gave away
The maps all show a place where I was born
But I don't recognize the shape, I don't mourn
The rivers have names I can't pronounce
The mountains are grey in a distant flounce
I trace my finger where the border should be
But there's nothing there that belongs to me
(Pre-chorus)
I am a citizen of nowhere land
A passport with no ink in my hand
They ask me where I'm from, I pause
And I reply, "I'm not sure because"
(Chorus)
Geographical void, the space between
Where I was supposed to be and where I've been
The lines on the map don't reach my chest
And I'm left with a void that won't let me rest
I look for my home in the atlas bright
But the page is blank, and so is my light
I carry the land that was never mine
And the empty space is my only sign
(Verse 2)
My grandmother spoke of a village in green
But the war erased it from the scene
Now the name is just a whisper of air
And I can't find it anywhere
My father remembers a river so wide
But the dam swallowed it, and he cried
Now the water flows somewhere else instead
And a part of him is dead
(Pre-chorus)
I collect old maps like relics of faith
Hoping to find my forgotten wraith
But every chart shows the same blank space
And I can't recognize my own face
(Chorus)
Geographical void, the space between
Where I was supposed to be and where I've been
The lines on the map don't reach my chest
And I'm left with a void that won't let me rest
I look for my home in the atlas bright
But the page is blank, and so is my light
I carry the land that was never mine
And the empty space is my only sign
(Bridge)
Is home a place or a state of mind?
Or just a shadow I left behind?
I've traveled miles, I've crossed the sea
But the emptiness follows me
I've stood on mountains, I've walked through towns
I've worn the smiles, I've worn the crowns
But every place feels like a rented room
And I'm always waiting for the other shoe to boom
The stars don't care where I belong
The wind doesn't know my birthright song
I'm just a wanderer, a ghost in the crowd
Screaming my name, but it's not allowed
(Instrumental break – melancholic strings and soft piano, like a lonely landscape)
(Final chorus – more intimate, almost spoken)
Geographical void… the hole in my soul
The place that was never made whole
The lines on the map don't reach my skin
And I'm learning to live within
I look for my home, but I realize now
The blank space is me, and I must allow
That home isn't found on a paper chart
It's carried inside, in the hollow of my heart
(Outro – spoken/sung, very softly)
"They asked me where I was from."
"I pointed to a map."
"And they said, 'That's empty.'"
"I said, 'I know.'"
"But that's where I learned to breathe."
"In the silence of the geographical void."
"Where no one came before."
"And no one will come after."
"Except me."
[Soft wind, distant footsteps on dry earth, then fading to silence]

