The nights are longer when you’re lost inside, I’ve been holding tears I could never hide. Every step I take feels heavier than before, Every memory hurts a little bit more. I tried to outrun everything I’ve felt, But the past hits harder than the pain I was dealt. Some days I wonder if I’m fading away, Or if I’m just learning how to stay. I’m tired of breaking just to start again, Of stitching up wounds that never mend. But even when my world falls through, There’s still a piece of me that reaches for the truth. I’m barely holding on, but I’m still trying, Holding on even when my heart is dying. Every tear I hide still leaves a stain, I keep walking even drowning in pain. I’m barely holding on, but I’m still breathing, Holding on even when my hope is leaving. If I fall tonight, I’ll fall in the rain, But I’m still here carrying all this pain. I’ve lost myself in thoughts I can’t escape, Shadows of mistakes I can’t erase. The silence hits harder than any scream, It’s loud enough to tear apart my dreams. I wish I could tell you I’m doing fine, But these cracks are deeper than any line. Still something inside refuses to break, Even if it trembles with every step I take. I know I’m fragile, but I’m still alive, Trying to find a reason just to survive. And every time the darkness calls my name, I fight a little harder against the flame. I’m barely holding on, but I’m still trying, Holding on even when my heart is dying. Every tear I hide still leaves a stain, I keep walking even drowning in pain. I’m barely holding on, but I’m still breathing, Holding on even when my hope is leaving. If I fall tonight, I’ll fall in the rain, But I’m still here carrying all this pain. Yeah, I’m still here Carrying all this pain.