I said I'd never let this happen... So why am I shaking now? I learned to keep my distance Never give too much away Built a fortress out of silence Kept my feelings locked in chains Then you walked in like a warning With that trouble in your eyes Now I'm losing every reason I rehearsed a thousand times I tell myself to leave I tell myself to run But every time you touch me I'm already undone I'm breaking, breaking my own rules I'm losing every fight I swore I'd never lose I said my heart was bulletproof But one look from you and I'm breaking through I'm falling, falling way too fast Trying to outrun a feeling built to last I said I'd never be that fool Now I'm breaking, breaking my own rules Oh-oh-oh, I can't deny it Oh-oh-oh, there's no disguising Oh-oh-oh, what did you do? I'm breaking my own rules for you I keep my phone face down now Like that changes what I feel Tell my friends I'm doing fine But they know this thing is real Every song becomes a message Every street recalls your name I was so afraid of hurting Now I'm terrified you'll stay I tell myself to leave I tell myself to run But every time you touch me I'm already undone I'm breaking, breaking my own rules I'm losing every fight I swore I'd never lose I said my heart was bulletproof But one look from you and I'm breaking through I'm falling, falling way too fast Trying to outrun a feeling built to last I said I'd never be that fool Now I'm breaking, breaking my own rules Maybe I'm scared of what you'll find When all my walls come down Maybe I've been calling it protection When it's fear that's kept me bound I don't wanna run I don't wanna hide If loving you means risking it all Then let me risk tonight! I'M DONE WITH RUNNING! I'M DONE WITH THE LIES! I CAN'T KEEP MY HEART ON THE OTHER SIDE! I'm breaking, breaking my own rules No more pretending I have nothing left to lose I said my heart was bulletproof But now I'm letting every feeling through I'm falling, falling, and that's alright I'm done with being fearless every single night I said I'd never be that fool Now I'm breaking, breaking my own rules! I had a thousand rules... And you were the one I couldn't keep.