I layed down on your shoulder and told ya I was dyin' there alone I give up it's all in your hands Since the day you got thru tha' door Remind me I have no control Of your white guns And what you will feel tomorrow So I'm sorry I lost the control Of my body Sorry for you being the one I can blame Sorry but tonight I won't stop crying I'm sorry for my pain I'm sorry for my love I'm sorry for my madness The hard it feels I'm sorry for being me I'm sorry for the whole shit I putted you thru It's the truth I insist, just stay a little You go is inevitable But I rather live with the risk Of laugh a bit more and to get addicted for remember the way I need you Remind me I have no control Of your white guns And what you will feel tomorrow So I'm sorry I lost the control Of my body Sorry for you being the one I can blame Sorry but tonight I won't stop crying I'm sorry for my pain I'm sorry for my love I'm sorry for my madness The hard it feels I'm sorry for being me I'm sorry for the whole shit I putted you thru It's the truth And I'm Not goin' thru it I'm not alone I can do it And I'm stayin' alive I am hiding the dark Waiting for a better tomorrow I'm sorry I'm sorry It's my saddest song ever It's my saddest song ever Sometimes you must go down So you can get up tomorrow Sometimes you must go down So you can get up tomorrow And I'm sorry I'm so down today And I'm sorry For the depression and the panic attacks