If I try to be happy, you bring me down That's why I made this song. Hear me now. I wake up in the dark There's no one with me. Evil thoughts inside my head. They are defeating me. Every step that I give They are waiting to judge me. Yes. Maybe I'm a bad kid. Try to understand me. In the empty world I'm flying, ready to fall. One cup of red wine. Everything comes down. Maybe I should go away. But I rather stay. I got my love next to me. Even I'm wrong all day. You kill me many times While I'm just trying to survive. You hit inside my heart. Repeating that will be All Right. I can't be me. Can't be happy. You want me bad. You want me sad. Things won't change, never. There's very evil thoughts in my head. (2x) Ohhhhh Ohhhhhhhhh Ohhhhh I wake up in the dark There's no one with me. Evil thoughts inside my head. They are defeating me. Every step that I give They are waiting to judge me. Yes. Maybe I'm a bad kid. Try to understand me. In the empty world I'm flying, ready to fall. One cup of red wine. Everything comes down. Maybe I should go away. But I rather stay. I got my love next to me. Even I'm wrong all day. You kill me many times While I'm just trying to survive. You hit inside my heart. Repeating that will be All Right. I can't be me. Can't be happy. You want me bad. You want me sad. Things won't change, never. There's very evil thoughts in my head.(2x) Ohhhhh Ohhhhhhhhh Ohhhhh Maybe the chaos are killing me slowly....