This is my last time speaking ‘cause I got a gun pointed to the mirror My finger decides if my soul will be delivered To where I came from Making decisions is not my strong I keep it inside and do it alone Crying like when I was born I think the trigger is telling me to shot And a voice in my head are telling me to stop God hell should I do it or not The tic tac clock keep sounding in my head I’ve changing my habits but it never get fair help me find some peace get me out of this hell I think about every night I wish I never cried about Every time I though I was doing everything right But I was wasting time I was living a fucking lie But now I’ve realized With a gun pointed to my eyes Reaped like a helpless ram And silent like an empty crowd And the feel is good to see that you will lose The las thing left alive inside of you I’m not afraid of the death I’m not afraid of being dead This world’s so cold but still there’s chance of find some hope I’m not afraid of the truth I’ve been searching for something new For all the pain you cost me, I’m only afraid of being you “Yeah and one thing, I don’t know why It doesn’t even matter how hard you try” Already said Linkin Park when you cross the line And it reminds me that That I’m the only one who can find it But in the end no matter what I pretend It’s all about “what do I do?” So you tell me ‘cause I’m tired of hear the same thing about it I always play by the rules So what you think about it I’ve fighting against inside a long time And in all this time I never even loss a single fight But the time has come and I’ve made my decision I always think by the reason So I choose living I’m not afraid of the death I’m not afraid of being dead This world’s so cold but still there’s chance of find some hope I’m not afraid of the truth I’ve been searching for something new For all the pain you cost me, I’m only afraid of being you I’m not afraid of the death I’m not afraid of being dead This world’s so cold but still there’s chance of find some hope I’m not afraid of the truth I’ve been searching for something new For all the pain you cost me, I’m only afraid of being you