Searching for that one part of my life I didn't know I lost it Searching for that one thing I want the most I haven't found it yet I haven't found it yet Not yet Everyday is a struggle to me I'm lost in my emotions Everyday it feels like a new beginning I'm never really there So I put my hands down when feel down I'm on the ground running around And I have gained a lot pounds So I feel down when I go out I'm undergound Nothing really matters to me (3x) Nothing really matters when you think you're losing it Nothing really matters when you're still looking for it Nothing really matters if you cannot find it Nothing really matters to me.