I might be messy, confused, unsure... But when bearing many struggles, under confusion I end up being pulled into different directions, feeling pain, chaos, aggression... I still manage to believe even under my worst scattered thoughts that under this appearant chaotic freedom I enjoy A decisive direction waits for me where I´ll find a clear and deep path where I´ll be able to lie Looking back - peacefully - I´ll be able to enjoy who I am As I had never done before