I feel like hurting you Scratching all over you -IT´S NOT FAIR- Make you understand my void At the same time I feel so compassionate Because I know it was all special for you too None of us planned life the way it is My anger exists because you make me invisible For the sake of your plans - so rationally correct, but emotionally irrational - But I have to see it all To cope with her existence and your story Your perfect honesty Conquered me and smashed my heart Not on purpose, I need to mention it. But to jeopardize all these feelings Over your so uncertain story Makes me sick Your committment to the invisible To an alien culture Seems so unthinkable Life is talking to us a different language I don´t know how to respond to it.