I don´t know what to say There is so much pain I just want to shut down Keep it quiet and vanish When I search for silence I hear my own screams No, I can´t ! So I need to search I need to speak To hear the outward sound Get distracted into shallow symphonies I wanna be brief Before I go forever sick But it´s been too long This longing´s Already consumed me Overall and complete ache No salvation can reach me Although I will convince me To lie to myself Aiming my own farewell Nobody else to say goodbye Just the rest of me Total emptiness