All I made And all I can't erase It's like a parasite On my mind All I get And all that I regret Is always very nigh Side by side And now I only see What I've already missed And what I'll never reach How many painful changes Do we have to pass? Because the sorrow ain't the Worst thing to forget But all the best we're living That we'll never get back There is no present here I'm stuck between the past And something that's so close So close to loneliness I'm just stuck on this lake Inside my fucking mess And when I try to escape My effort is useless Then I try to sink away But I keep floating away Cause once I wanted the end I wanted to fade the flame But now I got to pretend That I won't go wrong again I can't go back in the days And future makes me afraid I'll feel like I've been slain Until all the pain is drained If I wanna set me free The first step is to believe I'm gonna do it on my own But now I can't be gone All I made And all I can't erase It's like a parasite On my mind All I get And all that I regret Is always very nigh Side by side And now I only see What I've already missed And what I'll never reach Just want another chance To make things alright but If I were in this circumstance Would I make it right? I always act like a fool And blame me after all And when I can play it cool It's just behind a wall What I've let slip away It's haunting me inside So I look deep in my mind And try to break this line I miss the time I used To be another person Right now I'm so confused No nursing, I have worsened If I want to move on So I got to go back And build a brand new path I got to make believe that Then and now is the same shit And the season's a sequence But it doesn't seem to fit Maybe this ain't the secret So if I wanna set me free The first step is to believe I'm gonna do it on my own But now I can't be gone Cause... All I made And all I can't erase It's like a parasite On my mind All I get And all that I regret Is always very nigh Side by side And now I only see What I've already missed And what I'll never reach