Title: I Was Never Made For Heaven When the night falls over me And the silence starts to grow I can hear the voices calling From the places no one knows Every scar I tried to bury Every ghost I left behind Comes alive inside the darkness Like a war inside my mind I tried to be your shelter I tried to be enough But there’s fire in my bloodstream And it’s burning through my blood I don’t wanna pull you under I don’t wanna let you drown But every time you get too close The walls come crashing down When you look into my eyes You can see the truth below That’s where all my shadows run That’s where all my demons go Don’t hold on too tightly now You might fall into the smoke Every broken part inside me Built this kingdom down below When the lights all fade to black And the crowd has disappeared I’ll still hear the echo ringing Of the things I used to fear All the saints became pretenders All the sinners wore the crown And the world kept spinning faster While we slowly burned it down I was never made for heaven I was never pure enough There’s a storm beneath my heartbeat There’s a darkness in my love Still I wanted you beside me Still I wanted something real But the closer that you held me The more I couldn’t heal When you look into my eyes You can see the truth below That’s where all my shadows run That’s where all my demons go Don’t hold on too tightly now You might fall into the smoke Every broken part inside me Built this kingdom down below They say nobody escapes it The weight we carry alone Every wound becomes a memory Every heart can turn to stone But your voice cuts through the silence Like a light beyond the storm And for one brief moment, maybe I remember who I was before When you look into my eyes You can see the truth below That’s where all my shadows run That’s where all my demons go Don’t hold on too tightly now It’s too dark to call it home Behind every shattered feeling Lives a king without a throne